Bad news to UK pre-registration pharmacystudents...

I bet everyone who will be starting their pre-registration year in community pharmacy 2009 have had known about the problem occured in applying working visa in UK.

Yes, because of community pharmacist and pharmacy techinicians are no longer on the list of national shortage occupations. And, because of another reason that our salary is below the national guideline. Because of these two reasons, many overseas pharmacy students who already got their offer in last summer (2008) to start their pre-registration year in community pharmacy in 2009 are going to lose their job.

Facebook is a new tool that overseas pharmacy students use to gather all the 'voices' hiding in different countries.

According to information from PJonline, UKBA will only review this problem in September. So, what does this means to all of us? We CANNOT start our pre-registration on the same day as stated in the offer letter.

What are we going to do next if we really cant get the working visa? Balik rumah? So, what is the part of purpose for studying a four years pharmacy course in UNITED KINGDOM? Why don't we just go to other countries like Australia?

I think the reason behind all of these "surprises" to pre-registration pharmacists is originated from economy recession. Even UK residents are losing their jobs, so why do they giving chances to people from overseas? Of course, they wouldn't do so.

Let's see what will happen. While waiting for the final decisions, we should figure out how to apply government service thing in Malaysia. Sigh...

No subjects

Hmph! Maybe i should bring a recorder with me next time. Why? Because recently when i meet people, they will sure ask about : "When i came back ?" "When will i go back again?" "Am i still studying or working?" "How long will i be working in UK?"....I have been bombarded with same kind of questions again and again...

OKla, I understand it is normal and okay for people to ask this kind of questions. Maybe i am just tired of answering same kind of questions and like to complain. hehe...sorry :P

I am so bored! I want to do something and go somewhere. :[

Opinion on skincare products.

Nowadays, when you flip pages of beauty/fashion magazine , I am sure you will see a lot of advertisements of skincare/cosmetic products.

Seeing the growing numbers of different beauty companies in the market, I think it's really hard for consumers to make a decision on which is good or which is suitable for them. So, consumers normally have to spend lots of money in trying and finding the most suitable product. View this from another angle, actually consumers are paying money to treat themselves as animals in the experiment.

Not only that, these advertisements usually come with pretty models and all kinds of claims about how brilliant are their products. This is how they attract new customers to try on their products. Because most asian girls want to have fair skin and every women want to beat the natural process of aging.

But, after a second thought, are all these considered as good thing or bad sign?

1)There is no evidence to prove what they have claimed about their products.
2)There is no specific regulatory body to regulate all these skin care products. This is because these products would not normally cause any deaths or adverse effects.

For example, there is one type of products which can make your skin shiny and smooth. This kind of products help to remove the first few layers of your skin. But, after you used this products, you cannot expose your face in the sun, or not you will more prone to sunburn than others.

All I wanted to say in this post is --Shouldn't we have some sort of strategies to regulate all these skin care products even though it will not cause adverse effects like medications? I think we should. :)

The day when i handed in 40 credits.

Surprisingly, with only 4 .5hours sleep, i managed to wake up early as i planned and i was actually 'very awake' (maybe is just over stress).

I did my final checks and modification on my report until 11 something. Guess what happened? I spent almost 4hours just to get my reports ready for binding. How sad~~~T_T

Quite an unlucky day actually. I realised that the two sets of report wasn't printed as it shown in the computer. All formatting works gone crazy after i clicked print. It's crazy that there was big spacing in between,figures and tables were cut off into different pages, not only that, even the number of pages in the table of contents all become 22222222222222222222222222222 or 55555555555555555555.............................................................................
speechless....i tried open and close N times, go internet to find solution, tried on different computer and the answer is 'these' don't help at all. I went to asked the librarian about what happened, she just told me it could be the page setup, and she doesn't seem to be helpful in this.

After endless trying, i went to find another librarian, he is even 'smart' that he said i have sent too many documents to printer and this leads to problem in printing. But, i know it wasn't, I told him, he don't believe me, but he go ahead and delete all the printers in that computer. At the end, the computer became not connected to any printers. OMG!!!!Don't act like you know when you have no clues on what's happening. But, I have to say thanks for you trying to help me. :)

I wasn't patient enough to wait for the IT man to come back from his lunch, so I decided to go to Cripps computer lab. As i walk out from library, I was still very stubborn and don't want to give up, so i tried the computers in another lab. And, guess what??I manage to solve it myself at the end!!!!By changing one of the figure references that making everything gone crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!including me !

I was worried that I might not have enough time to get everything done and hand in at same day as Student Union said they need 2 hours for binding. But, i managed to do everything as i wished la.

I walk and ran a lot today. My journey was like this : QMC-SU-home-SU-QMC within 1.5 hours.

Anyway, I have handed in the 40 credits report! I was so happy that the thing which have been torturing me for almost 2 months had over. It's over, so as my university life.

I am having gastric pain now, its probably because i drank coffee this morning and skipped lunch due to the problems i have encountered when printing out my report.

Supposed to be very tiring now, but i still can't really sleep. Whenever i am overstress, i can't feel the tireness.

I am off to cambridge tomorrow for house hunting. Finally can go somewhere else other than sitting in front of computer until backpain and neckache. Hopefully, there is something fruitful from this trip which costs me 37.50 pounds.

Poster presentation is over...

At the beginning of our projects, we had been told that we have to produce abstract, poster, final year report/dissertation for our project, and obviously we are frightened by all of these ( or is it only me?) hehe...

Now think about it, everything was almost over, we have handed in our abstract, done our poster/oral presentation, and our four years studies will be ending soon with a full stop.

The feeling was a bit weird because while i am happy that i can get rid of all reports soon, my life in university is going to end too.

This is a real end that i wouldn't be attending classes like i used to do since in kinder garden.

I won't be seeing a lot of friends in the school, chit-chatting while waiting for lecturer or teacher to come to class.

I don't have to rush my reports and frustrated over lab works/report and i don't have chance to talk about all these with my friends. Like now, the first topic in our conversation is "how 's your dissertation going on?"

I won't have the chance to sit in the library for at least 10 hours a day just to cramp/stuck everything in my head and then vomit all out during examination.

I won't be able to hear about my friend's news/updates, we might lost contact ( I HOPE NOT, YOU GUYS BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME, I AM SAYING THIS WITH TWO GUNS ON MY HANDS POINTING TOWARDS YOUR HEAD!HAHA)

No more stress from studies/exams as i always wish to, but when it comes, i really feel a bit reluctant to let go...how weird is this feeling? Do you guys feel the same too?

Turn the clock back to 2005, when i first enter University of Nottingham, everybody was new to me, everybody comes from different places of the world, everybody has their story(s). But, we build up the friendship throughout these four years day by day. I should say you guys are not only friends, you guys are my teachers as well, taught me something new in my life and making my university life a beautiful one!

I wonder what role had i played in you guys university's memories, but i hope that there is a tiny place saved for me ( other than being the cold jokes queen with my cold joke award). haha...

Hmph..Next week can consider as my last week in university, but am i enjoying my last week of university life to the max? I want to, but i have been tangled up by report-essay-report-essay.

But, i should say that i have no regrets for chosen pharmacy as my future career and I am happy that i chose University of Nottingham in Malaysia because there is where i get to know all of you! I will proudly say that first batch of 2+2 Pharmacy course at University of Nottingham is an AWESOME one! Do you guys agree with me? say YES! LOUDLY!LOUDER!!!Y E S!!!

I am far from my dream...

I have collected the essay today, surprisingly not 45% le! But, i know who marked it, is my FAVOURITE lecturer!

With some presses on my calculator, i realised that i am really far away from my dream.

Suddenly, my sister pop up in my mind saying her favourite phrase : " zhi zu chang le, ren sheng jiu hui geng kuai le - shiang" (actually i am the one who started to say this, but i have forgotten about it for long, i shall back to my original identity- happy-go-lucky - instead of worrying and asking too much, dreaming for something unachievable and give unnecessary pressure to myself.

SO, here I come! A cheerful girl again!!! =) together with my lame lame jokes.:p

"zhi zu chang le, ren sheng jiu hui geng kuai le"

Core essay

Core essay is available for collect now. Marks range from 45-75% with average of 65%.

I think between 45-75%, i will be the 45% one. :( Lecturer commented that for those who wrote about epilepsy, didn't write what is epilepsy but straight away go into drugs. I am one of those they talk about, i only described BRIEFLY IN ONE SENTENCE because according to NICE and SIGN (two frequently used guidelines), these two guidelines didn't explain about what is epilepsy also ma...guideline is for those who already know about what disease they are treating, that's y they looking for guideline. Why need to explain o...?

OKla...stop giving too much excuses.:p...never mind lar. i shall collect the 'rubbish' tomorrow.

sigh~ =[

what can you do for muscle ache?

Muscle ache is very common problem when you don't sit/stand in proper posture. Especially you have to sit in front of computer continously and typing some words for your report.hehe...

Below is what i used for my neck ache, it's really helpful. After you applied it, you can feel warmth around the area where you applied the cream. This is exactly what you need when you are in real pain! Although massage can help, but it's quite tiring to have manage your neck yourself and you need to massage quite a long time for my case to get rid of the pain. So, my message is--I really feel so thankful to have brought this SLOAN's all the way from Malaysia.


This is a free gift which i got it from CCM pharmaceutical company during our school visit to this industry located in Bangi, am i right?hehe...

To pharmacy friends, can consider recommend this product to those who seek advice for muscle ache.
To anyone else, try it and feel it yourself. If you think it's good, then tell others who need it!

:)

How to get rid of Msn virus

Hi, to everyone who has the problem of msn sending virus to your frens, you can try download this link , http://yandao.com/files/impFix3.zip . Then, run it.

It will help remove the virus from your msn, but remember to change your password also! It works for me, I hope it works for you all too.

Hope this is helpful. By the way, the source is from my fren, Yeejie, thank you so much!!!the IT man!:P

http://www.pigeonway.com/

Hmm...i am supposed to post about this long ago as i promised my banzhang! For your information, this website is one part of a final year student's project. If you are interested, please click on the link and explore it. He would be very happy!!!!

Ok ,tada!!!I did what i promised( after one month):P!!!!

Too much, this is too much...

With the less than 7 sleep hours again for the whole week, i woke up early just to prepare well for the meeting today, because i finally got the chance to ask you all the questions that i have waited so long to ask you today.

With the high anticipation to have an effective day, i reached your office earlier than the appointment time, before 10am. I waited for you until 10am, another 5 mins pass, and then another 10 mins pass....a lot of people in the lab walk pass me and ask me who am i waiting for, they told me that they havent seen you today, one said you might have gone for conference,MY FEELING WAS LIKE...OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHY IS HE LIKE THIS!!!???I WAS STUNNED!!!!Still, they asked me to wait for another few more minutes.

Luckily one of your PHD student came and ask me and made a call to you. YOU SAID YOU ASKED ME TO COME ON YESTERDAY BUT I DIDN'T COME. I really feel sorry for missed your email. But, how could you just assume that was 'bring meeting forward' without even telling me???without leaving any notes on your door or whatever to inform me? You haven't been replying my email for three weeks, three weeks, IS THREE WEEKS, a lot of things could have been done within this period.

I came at 1.30pm as you wished. But, you were rushing and i only get to talk to you for like 5 minutes. Your voice that saying " You are fourth year student, these are simple stuffs, i shouldn't have teaching you all these!" still running in my head, just like a repeating music... Of course i understand that we can change the reference with long authors name into "et al.", is you assume that i dunno and keep talking, how would i have chance to say "Sir, actually i know". or should i just interrupt you that, actually i know, you dun have to say me like this? But, i just kept quiet.

I know you wasn't really looking properly at my poster. I know you were really rushing that you leave your signature at the space for my signature. I know you 're really busy that you have to ignore my email all these while. i know you really busy that you have to say "sorry, you have to be quick!" after the meeting was over.

When i pass you my draft, you replied me that " i tot you asked me not to look at your draft" Oh, that means you actually read my email! Of course, i replied you that, "i asked you not to look at the old draft , this new one". Thank you so much that you say come back and collect on monday.

If you realised, i wasn't that cheerful as last time. Today's meeting was really quiet.

I hope your words can be not so harsh on monday, but i welcome any helpful advice. =)

Too much of downs today, I 'm worried that my heart couldn't stand it anymore.
And, if you could be more responsible for your things than me.

I will 'climb' up very fast. Because i'm YAN MEI XIANG!
* My eyes brimming so many times today, i was really upsetting at all these. I know you guys couldn't understand or feel it, because you guys are not me. I wanted to find somewhere to release my feelings, but library too many people, i cant just go toilet and cry rite?i will scare people off, so i hide the feelings until 6 something in the evening, in front of eelin.

What a 'good' coincidence!

Finally he replied my email after fourth email. He replied me on 9.46am, but i checked my email on 9.16am there is no email from him, so i just go ahead and send in my E-abstract without solving the problem on whether i should include survey on information quality of leaflet.

He finally replied me, but i missed it, because after three weeks of no reply, i thought you wouldn't reply plus you told me your conference until thursday.

IF you could reply from my first email, i think i might have finish everything by now. But, i am still "ban tian diao" now...do you see me waving to you?

I wave so hard to you but you chose to ignore me, how do i feel?

I feel helpless. Anyway, I shall see you tomorrow and hide my feelings. =(

DIAO

From a very famous singer from Muar! :)

For a buddy...

I am sorry to hear what happened today.

I hope you are fine.

Be strong.

I know he will stay peacefully in heaven. He will.

From your buddy far in Uk,
Fat Shiang

I WILL FIND MY WAY...

Dear Robber,

Someone had seen you appearing around lately.

I wondered,frustrated,disappointed on the fact that you didn't reply my email, you didn't guide me through my write up, failed me to give me your golden advice when i need one, urgently.

But, I realised, why must I depend on you, if there is no such thing as guidance in this world, will people fail to find their way out? Obviously NO.

So, I decided to move on, I will find my way out even if you are not with me.

I WILL FIND MY WAY...

Best wishes,
May

If...

Robber,

There is something that i wanted to say for long, if you can make it clear to me at the beginning about my project, I wouldn't have wasted so much time on writing a wrong direction for my introduction part.

I still remember you said "You are at the right direction."

But, now it seems not.

5000 words on introduction, how much time do you need? Yes, that is how much time i have wasted.

Sorry, I am too dumb.

Also, should i feel thankful for you not replying my email after two weeks? You got me checking my mail everyday with a false hope. How is that feel if you were me?

I know i should feel grateful. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

Best wishes,
May

不要因為他人的一句話而在意太久

不要因為他人的一句話而在意太久

名專欄作家哈理斯(SydneyJ.Harries)和

朋友在報攤上買報紙，那朋友禮貌地對報販說了聲謝謝，但報販卻冷口冷臉，沒發一言。
「這傢伙態度很差，是不是？」他們繼續前行時，哈理斯問道。
「他每天晚上都是這樣的，」朋友說。
「那麼你為甚麼還是對他那麼客氣？」哈理斯問他。
朋友答道：「為甚麼我要讓他決定我的行為？」

一個成熟的人握住自己快樂鑰匙，他不期待別人使他快樂，反而能將快樂與幸福帶給別人。每人心中都有把「快樂的鑰匙」，但我們卻常在不知不覺中把它交給別人掌管。

一位女士抱怨道：「我活得很不快樂，因為先生常出差不在家。」
她把快樂的鑰匙放在先生手裡。
一位媽媽說：「我的孩子不聽話，叫我很生氣！」
她把鑰匙交在孩子手中。
男人可能說：「上司不賞識我，所以我情緒低落。」
這把快樂鑰匙又被塞在老闆手裡。
婆婆說：「我的媳婦不孝順，我真命苦！」
她把快樂的鑰匙放在媳婦手裡。
年輕人從文具店走出來說：「那位老闆服務態度惡劣，把我氣炸了！」

這些人都做了相同的決定，就是讓別人來控制他的心情。
當我們容許別人掌控我們的情緒時，我們便覺得自己是受害者，對現況無能為力，抱怨與憤怒成為我們唯一的選擇。

我們開始怪罪他人，並且傳達一個訊息：
「我這樣痛苦，都是你造成的，你要為我的痛苦負責！」

此時我們就把一重大的責任托給周圍的人，即要求他們使我們快樂。我們似乎承認自己無法掌控自己，只能可憐的任人擺佈。這樣的人使別人不喜歡接近，甚至望而生畏。但一個成熟的人握住自己快樂的鑰匙，他不期待別人使他快樂，
反而能將快樂與幸福帶給別人。他的情緒穩定，為自己負責，和他在一起是種享受，而不是壓力。
你的鑰匙在那裡？在別人手中嗎？快去把它拿回來吧！


Source: from a friend's note in facebook.

I think this is very good, i must share it with all of you! :)

I hope...

I hope all dissertation, essay, poster, leaflet, and whatever whatever i havent finish, can be done well before the due date, I don't want to do any last minute work, i just hope to go back Malaysia with a peaceful mind!hehe...

I hope you can get what you wanted to get!!

I hope my dreams can come true!

I hope i hope...too many wishes to say.

Back to reality, continue my very-interesting-write-up, yes, very interesting!(cai guai!)

I am SUPER HAPPY today!!!

SUPER HAPPY is because i got the news that my mum doesn't have to go through hysterectomy anymore because she was being misdiagnosed by doctor.

Second news - there will be another person joining my family soon!!!!

plus plus - we have come to our 2th year now! :)

I am really happy!!! Thank God!

Scary experience!

Not long ago, i experienced dizziness when i was sick. But, today i feel dizzy again after playing for about 10minutes of squash, with cold sweats, tachycardia ( fast heart beat), breathlessness. I just feel so cold and couldn't talk anymore. I can only reply Pui san who was frightened by me with face expression and my hand.

Haha...but everything went OK after i sit down for like 3 minutes. So, the moral of the story is sit down when you feel dizzy.

Normally i would (wake up late) skip my breakfast before sports. Luckily, today i had hot chocolate, chocolate roll and milo muffin as my breakfast(oops! everybody knows i eat a lot now!), or not i would have really fainted.

I can only explain my dizziness with blood donation in last tue. I hope there is nothing more than that. :)

5 perdana

Weather: Very good and Sunny***:)

yesterday i was doing a very fun recall exercise, to recall everything back in 5 perdana. Let's continue...

STory of 5 perdana:
in order to tell story of 5 perdana, I need to list out all the members first.
Our class live without malay students since form 4 because they went for asrama school . Below is whole list of them , "UNFORTUNATELY" they happen to be in same class with me!!!haha...

Guys : Ivan hoo, leong yi loong, Heng Suan, Ping Hwa, Hao Zi, Wei Lun, Kishole,Boon seng, Kee Yang, Chun Hong, Song Yan, Thomas Tey, Juan Yong.

Girls : Kim Fong, Me, Fuei Shian, Yan Shiang, Pau Fern, Suling, Meng Hong, Si Khim, Pei Ni, Pei Shin, Mee Peng, Jenny Teh, Pey Chin, Ly Woei, Hazeline Yap, Maysha Ramu.

There are 29 of us, our class was located just right above teacher's office and opposite canteen ( which Ping Hwa/Heng Suan always asked me to jump down to canteen)
* If you guys can recall i actually list out our names according to our sitting, and I hope that i spell all names correctly.

OUr class teacher : Ishak ( Heng Suan 's father , it's because they really look alike with curly hairs)
Our monitor and monitress: Heng Suan (Ishak 's son), Yan Shiang

Who is the 'unforgetable' student according to Ishak? ME!!!!!

Who is the 'unforgetable' person in my class?--Chun Hong , he got lots of nicknames called Volcano Lim, the old man( from our english teacher). Guys in my class likes to play a trick on him( ok , even me, don't know where my gut comes from), i think especially Heng Suan and Ping Hwa, do you guys agree? I still remember how he scolded me " bu yao yi wei ni shi nu zi, wo jiu bu gan da ni~~~aiyo...i was threatened!!so scare le :P)

Who are the ""famous ""people in my class?--Keeyang and Thomas Tey, can i tag you two as 'yellow kings'? Keeyang, i remember that you said me and kimfong "dai bu chu men " because we keep talking in the class, not-really-loudly. I always borrow the maths exercise books from them, and i copy them :P! They were my maths teacher!

Who always skip class? I think this award should give to Ivan before everyone of us got consolation prize. Our class will ponteng sekolah when it's near to exam, teacher's day,national day..etc without fail, until the extent that headmistress interviewed some of my classmates to find out the reason behind. OH NO~~~

Leong yi loong!Yes, i always called him in full name, i know it is rude to have call someone in full name. But, i just enjoy the fun of calling his full name. And, he will start complaining 'why you always call my full name"? Then i will say "I like!"

Heng Suan and Ping Hwa always kacau-ing me whenever i get called by teacher to read to whole class...they make me laugh while i am reading ; sometimes i couldn't continue reading but just laughing , so teacher will say "kamu duduk, tak payah baca". I still remember Ping Hwa leave a note in my "autograph " section saying that "Next time do not laughing on your own, look like an idiot!!"

Me and Kim Fong LIKE to put rubbish in Heng Suan 's schoolbag and he normally realised about it after he got home. Both of us LIKE to move our desks forward so that left little space for Heng Suan and Ping Hwa to move around. Hehe...so FUNNNNNNN!!!We also LIKE to play WATER WAR with left over water at the end of school day.

Hao Zi and Wei Lun, only get to see them few times after graduated. I know Wei Lun like to spend time in CC , actually Boon does so too.

Kishole was the only indian guy in our class, i wonder where is he now? Nobody keep in touch with him. He was the one who told us that every indian baby will get their eyebrows drew with something like crayon to make it dark and nice. I believe it.

Second row.

Boon and Keeyang. Boon is my cousin 's son, he is very good in those science subjects. Keeyang is the over-confidence people i have ever seen, okla, just kidding la..He is a funny person too!People now doing PhD d! Fuiyoh~~ We had same school bag last time, which we said is couple school bag , of course we are not couple!

Yan Shiang and Fuei Shian. Whua.. these two are really quiet girl, gentle? soft spoken??haha...most of the time la.* they will kill me if they read this.

Pau Fern and suling. Paufern, she is the one who always called me mushroom!!maybe she want me to call her pau, i know PAU might be her favourite name!haha...Cha SHAO PAU!!!Pau Pau , i can imagine the way of you giggling, then close your mouth with one hand. Suling always smile when i talk lame/cold jokes, then kim fong will check her understanding of my joke, she normally cannot understand my joke so she choose to reply with smile .poor me...sigh~~

Sikhim,Meng Hong, Pei NI, PeiShin. These four girls are in the same group, they always together. I know Meng Hong likes to draw something on her paper when teacher is teaching. Didn't pay attention o!!!!!Pei ni and peishin, i like to threaten them with my super pinch,say me somemore la!!haha! Sikhim was the president of girl scouts!Fuiyoh~~~

Third row.
volcano lim and song yan. If i am not mistaken, these two like to argue, . Song yan was the president of scout, he is studying law le!!!FUIIIIIIIIYOH~~~~This volcano lim always dream to become perdana menteri one day, he always read as though he is giving speech. I tried to offer him some fizzy drink when he came to my house during gathering, but he told me NO, because he need to maintain his good voice for choir. **People pls don't laugh** I wonder what is the consequence if he reads this, i might get buried under volcano.haha.

Jenny teh and mee ping. They are quiet too.

Ly woei and Peychin. Pey chin is known as "bai fa mo nu", she also studying pharmacy at the moment, you dun see her sort sort de, actually she is very geng !haha...Ly woei, good in badminton and also was the president of St. John Ambulance, my boss le!

Hazeline yap and maysha. They were those few people in our class who communicate in English. Maysha also studying pharmacy le! I wonder who still remember about the incident when we collected data regarding our height and features on face, Ping Hwa, do you?hehe...

Juan Yong and Thomas. Juan Yong was the only PENGAWAS in our class. Poor him. There are few times i called his name from the other end of the class Huang Juan Yong!!!!!He will answer..."you zen me...?" Me, kim fong and kee yang have to wait for thomas outside the toilet for quite long , do you remember?haha... what did you do in the toilet???

Some funny incidents.

One day, Ishak came with a "senyek" tie to my class, and very daring of me to tell him about his tie in front of whole class. "cikgu, kamu punya tali leher sudah senyek!" Then, ishak quickly adjust his tie shyly. He then said to me "kamu punya gigi pun senyek!" with a smile, he was so happy that he got something to counterattack and of couse everybody laugh ( i was wearing braces that time)

Ah hei was our physic teacher who talks with splashing saliva, this is why we came up with an idea to bring umbrella to class next time! He is the teacher who asked us to take out our ELECTRIC calculator instead of electronic calculator.From that on, we will ask among ourselves, do you bring your ELECTRIC calculator? No, i didn't le! I left it at home too big to carry to school! No, I din bring it , no socket here, mine need to plug into socket !..haha...( this happened in form 4 though)

Ishak refused to fill the comment section in our certificate of leaving school. He makes us run around to look for other teachers to write something for us. So, i asked him, "cikgu, kenapa kamu tak mau tolong kami tulis o ?" He response to my question slowly and said" saya tak tau kamu ada apa yang boleh saya puji" Haih..~~~gan may shiang, who ask you always kacau teacher with your broken malay?

to be continued...

What is the purpose of life?

I like to ask my mum some weird questions since I was a kid. For example, i remember myself asking why do "we" live in this planet? why there are so many different animals?Where are they come from?

My mum said chicken come from egg lo, then i asked where does egg come from ? she said chicken lo..round and round also no definite answer ,ask till she wanna surrender already.

Recently i start review my life, asking myself what is the purpose of life?

Are human born to be what we see in our society today? Are human destined to go through education system from age 7 to age 18( or higher if you want ); work from 9-5 a day; destined to go through ups and downs of life?

Some people spend their life wisely; some don't appreciate or even take care of themselves, they tend to knowingly do something which is not right, for example, suicide and drug addiction.

Some people are considered as successful in their life, they maybe well known like stars or richer or at least do something benefit their society or the world. Some people just go through easy, normal, peaceful life and they are satisfied with what they have for now. These difference depend on the level of satisfaction and environmental factors.

If people understand that everybody in this world are actually just human, war might not have started ; there will be no difference between human and hence no existence of stronger and weaker nation; the world economy will not get affected easily by so called strong and rich countries.

Till the time i feel like stop writing, i still cannot come to a conclusion of the purpose of life, but seriously I still can't figure out why I am human but animals are animals. Where are we from ?

Probably I should just set a purpose for myself and live with it, that is where the purpose of life comes from, i guess.

Tomorrow will be better, I hope. :) I know it will! I just hope everyone can live happily ! *wink

Meet the supervisor in Chinese new year!

I met my mystery supervisor on Tue , i actually had some negative impression of him which i heard from my senior before i meet him personally, that 's why making me a bit worry.

First question from him: So, what is your history? ( I was thinking --i am still alive, not yet a history le!)
my answer: I came from Malaysia, the 2+2 programme.

2nd question: why do you choose this project?
me:.....giving my strong reason behind!

and then we supposed to fill up the safety practice form together and fill up the hazard column. And, please have a guess before you read the following......Teng teng teng emily teng!!!!!

The hazard of my project is COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my supervisor 's advice is "Take time to rest out"

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too much details to be written on this page...so let's cut the story short. At the end, he suggested me no need to pass up the safety practices form as my project does not require me to go Laboratory. After gave me a 14 pages journal to bring home, and some chat over what he expecting in two weeks time ( which i set for myself after so much of questioning) and bla bla bla...so we ended the first meeting in 30 mins time.

Oh well, the reason that i do not need to attend Lab is because according to my Dr supervisor, he needs 3 to 6 months to train me become a surgeon, but my project is obviously less than 3 months. So, i will just review people's journals, look at how neuroscience student perform his/her experiment, do some questionnaire for 3rd and 4th yr student and produce a leaflet!!!!!People, i need to give out 100 questionnaires, pls give me back , dun keep to yourself a!haha...I don't want to receive 2 only (from eelin and liling ).

Since the last meeting until now, i haven't start doing anything at all, and the day just pass day by day. I shall start doing something now..I just hope everything will be alright and my supervisor will be nice to me and and i hope that exam result which is coming out in one week time will be fine too!!!!!Hope everyone Happy!!!!!!!!!

Happy chinese new year!!!!!!!!!Party ~party~@!!!!