i m human!!

i have changed the font to verdana.
Our life is full with ups and downs, i think god wants to challenge us ,wants us become stonger,that's y we are meant to have all these.
Having ups and downs during this weekend,sometimes i am fine but there was times when i was so emo and thinks negatively.(i hate myself the most when i m down!!)
But, i kind of understand the nature of the things happened on us, maybe we will be very angry or nervous for certain things at certain time,but after we passed the "certain" time , the matter which seems like unsolvable at the beginning just suddenly become "small matter" after all.
So, no matter what challenges , obstacles u met, just be calm to welcome it.It will become ur useful experience so that u can handle it better next time.
~zhi zu chang le~~~

terrible day

i woke up early as usual, prepared for swimming , i tot i packed everythings i need, but,who knows until i go uni only i start realising i forgot to bring my towel, shampoo, sport shoes(today got lab)!Dunno how many shit i need to say!!

But, luckily,thanks so much to huixin for her kindness to borrow me her towel.Thanks to eelin who actually left her shoes in my car ,maybe she already knows tat i will forget to bring my shoes today.And of course you, Joanne, pity her for becoming my coach, of someone who really dunno how to swim.hey, she did swim okay(without swim suit)Have you heard of people having dry swimming ?ya. she is joanne!Because she have to show me the way to move my hands.

today's swimming lesson at least better than last time lo, at least i don't feel sad with myself.

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WHY MUST YOU MAKE PEOPLE WAIT!!!!!!Somemore for about 1 hour!!can you pls inform me first when u 're not free?So that i dun have to wait there like so po!!

(eelin,ice water is not enough to cool me down , i need one full tank of ice water!!)

my advice :~~Don't promise others that u can make it which u at the end forget or cannot make it . Cuz u wont know how disappointed will the person feel.

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xiao sheng, know tat u wont read my blog one,but still want to say that "I'm touched !really !!when u actually said want buy me medicine when is already 4 something in the morning."okay, i will fight with u lesser!!haha..but only when u say i m thin!!cuz he always say that i am fat!! am i ?okay la..admit it la, i m actually fatter than last time but the kg still almost the same.

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Dun feel like studying when down.I just don't understand why must i choose this course which i must study a lot and better tat u can study everyday, or not u will be suffer when exam is near .

**@3#%

photosssssss

Firstly , sorry for forgot to thanks jin in my last post.Thanks to jin who always said that gals got better stamina than him.haha...
As i promised , now is the time to look at how dangerous is Gunung Ledang.How successfully we actually conquer it!!!!!

This is a pic of us where we just get to know each other.The place is where we had our lunch.Everyone can still laugh happily here, cuz we still dunno how much of difficulty we going to meet later.....











on the way up ........see.. guys still have to carry the stick and tents along with them,actually pity u guys but u guys know la..i couldn't help....the bag itself is a big burden for me..

















Before we started to hike.This is a complete photo of group 7 where every members are here.Let me introduce them, from left to right:ken,shen,hong yang(back),shino,chenna,jin(back),shu yi,Ali(back),ME,hwee yin, yan leng , and the very geng vincent tanes(president of outdoor club)








Nice pic of GUnung ledang .Obviously is not i took one,u know la...i dun have good skills in taking pic.whos hand is that ??All the rocks seems like lying down and having natural spa.












Here is another pic of group 7.although my eyes couldn't open properly here but still wanna post this pic which it's the only pic to prove that we were on the TOP of GUnung Ledang after spending roughly 6 hours (when others were having their sweet dream on their comfortable bed but what we did??we were hiking in the dark!!!!!We are best !! Group 7 rocksssss!!







can u actually imagine how steep is it ? I couldn't believe still where is the energy or motivation come from to make me go thru all these"obstacles"--->tough and dangerous!!











The stupid gal is on her way of going down..The stupid gal is me.At that moment , what is in mind is totally reminding myself to be careful and hold the ladder as tightly as possible.Until tat moment only i knew tat how precious is our life...and u will started to appreciate what u have and had..








Because we are always the last group to leave so we use our time wisely to take pic !! after finish packing, with my poncho on.
My semangat come back again when i knew tat finally we can go back liao!! Finally , i can leave the torturous place..









No matter how sleepy am i now, i still wanna post up this photo cuz it makes me laugh whenever i see it . hey..I jump the highest ! actually it's because others was just ready to jump , look at their action! because i m the one who counts so i jump first lo.haha....look at my face then u will know how happy i am at that time..







okla..i keep mentioning this trip is suffering or bla bla..but if u read my last blog then u will know tat my mind had changed after i came back from there......it's worth it .ya..group 7 members still keep in touch , we went to kajang eat satay!! we are always so semangat!! haha.......it's nice to get to know u guys !

my thoughts..

Went to Gunung Ledang last weekend, which is situated in my hometown, Tangkak.What a nightmare for me at that moment,really feel like wanna give up already,with only one hour of sleep(my source of energy),and half way hungry,and only 3L of water for 12 members ,very obvious that it is not enough so we have to drink river water.we started to hike from 1am at the midnight,all the way to the summit just to see what a failed type of sunrise,because covered by cloud.All together we had spent about18 hours for hiking throughout this hiking trip organised by outdoor club in my uni.

Different motivation come into place when climb up and down.when we climb up,"we want to see sunrise!!"; on the way coming down,it is damn scary, i still remember how my hands and legs shaking after come down thru a big rock with only rope to hold.(But,i still manage to take pic)aha...on the way coming down, even myself cant believe that i had actually reached the summit.I really can do it !!someone with asthma history .

okla..my group members are all nice ppl, i am glad that i m in their group.Thanks to everyone.Thanks to Hong Yang who helps me to carry my damn heavy bag when we climb up the mountain.I was so touched.Because it is really a big burden for me , i cant really move with it .it really makes my shoulder "cry".
Thanks to Ken who always give me a hand to pull me up and whacked me three times.haha..I still remember there is once when he tells us to be careful of the root,but after he said and turn , he then knock on the tree branch.haha,...must be very pain.
Thanks to Hwee yin who always push my butt from down with both of her hands ..haha..no more la..she touched all my butt liao..haha...
Thanks to shen who give me a hand when we need to cross the river.
Thanks to yan leng who always help me to see ..see what le ?duan tell..haha..
Thanks to shuyi who actually got blister on her foot so that i am not the slowest...haha..nola...just jk la...she helps me to shine the road when my torch light run out of battery.
Thanks to shino who leads me the way so that i know which route is easier to follow.
Thanks to chenna who teaches us how to pronounce 007 in thai."xian xian cha"
Thanks to Ali who always give me the way so that i can walk first instead of being the last.
and last but not least, our president,our group leader also,eng siong,who helps us a lot, lend his poncho (raincoat ) to me and then he became wet "thoroughly".He always motivate us by using"faster, do you want water?it's near now!" "faster, if u wanna see the sunrise!" we 're going to reach soon!!"
okla..praise u a bit here, u are really geng, i think u will be proud when u hear how pharmacy gal actually prasing you in the class.no wonder u are king scout!!!

okla , i admit that i always complain a lot along the way for have to hike for non-stop(seems non-stop to me)to the summit and being such a weak person in our group .I said that the most regret decision i ever made is decided to go for this trip. But, i just say only la, now i recall back, it's all worth it with all the sweet memories!!What a unforgetable experience i ever had!!!Now, i can proudly tell my fren that i have successfully conquer the GUnung Ledang!! and Yeah ,,I actually can do it!!!! i am damn proud of myself !

What i get from this trip is all muscle pain and being a disabled person for four days.Now in the progress of recovering.Nobody will understand how we suffered if only u went there too..

okla.. later on only i upload the pic i took there.
dinner..

small gathering with "perdanian"

It' s really a small gathering,raining quite heavily but we still carry on our original plan, no matter how heavy is the rain , we still want to yam cha.which i start realising not everyone so enthusiastic wanna yam cha with old frens one lo...some can be forgive but some excuses were so unacceptable.(bao fern how can you prefer to play game instead of yam cha with us ?damn sad man!!)
Ya, i should have know that ppl have different thinking way, for me , fren is always important.

My ex-monitor, heng suan , he is damn funny , even a small or simple words can make me laugh .I was blocking his way when all of us running from car , " walk faster la!"See, very simple words rite? But, it sounds funny for me.Hey..last time he quite quiet person, but dunno why tonight so talkative and surprising us with those yellow words which is unexpected to hear from him. hey, ur UM frens really affect you a lot .

SEah--one good news from him is ,,,oour ah seah got girl fren already,damn fast man.(Spread the news!!)sobs....he said i am fat, is very obvious compared to last time, according to him ,i was very thin last time(once a while only actually , that is when i was wearing braces which had make me reject all the foods, no matter how nice they were, but all of them seem troublesome & painful for me, cuz they will stuck in my teeth which i hate it the most !!)

Suling -- long time no see fren, wish that happiness will always be with you.

Ping hwa--this guy ar, dunno why tonight so quiet, may be he exchange his role with heng suan, or another reason might be , juan yong havent teach him the tactic to go after girl., tat's y he sad. so, juan yong, dun be stingy , teach him a bit la.

juan yong--this one ar really long time no see man, everytime calls him , he will say ""okok, next time find you when i go back!!"" But, he never do that lo.He owned a lot of aeroplane , i guess.FInally, get to see how does his gf look like(pls dun scold me at home!!)haha...oh..ya teach ping hwa when you free so that he dun have to be alone all the time.

fang--will tell you more about her later, she is my buddy!!anything happened on me ,happy or sad,share with her is a must-do-thing for me. Happy to know you and being close fren with you, really!!:)leave comment before you leave ARHH!!!she only read my blog when she is waiting for her frens to get ready ,damn bad la!!


okla, i am tired.it's 1.42 now.Just feel like wanna talk about my frens...I miss you guys always and i miss the secondary school time(where i get to bully ppl,everyday laughing non-stop until my teacher has to ask me to sit down and dun need read to whole class,disturb hengsuan' s father 's class with broken bahasa MALAYSIA,and being such a problematic student ,when my English teacher meet me, he has to say "YOU AR...TERRIBLE LA".and..another thing is my class teacher refuse to write comment for our whole class, and we had to go for other teachers to get the comment, and u know what he replied when i asked him why duan to help us write the testi???he said"saya tak tau kamu ada apa yang boleh saya puji..:))
For those of you who i didn"t mention here, doesn't mean that u guys are being forgotten.Of course not, and the memories were very long lasting than any brand of lipstick!!
** No matter where i go , you guys and the memories are with me.OOPs it's a bit scary!!
nite.

when is the time??

When is the time
*where people will stop quarrel?
** The twin can behave better instead of always being scolded by their grandpa?
***where ppl will start care what they said might affect other's feelings?
****where ppl can meet their mr/miss right?
*****where ppl dun have to regret what they did?
******where the wars or anything else which is harmful to the earth can be stop right now?
*******where ppl will process every single words come out from their mouth before it turns into an arrow and shoot somebody else's heart?
********where ppl will start thinking what they want in the future instead of wasting their time on stupid things?
*********where ppl will start appreciate what they have,and show gratitude to the God?
**********where the time will be fully utilised by ppl?

When ? Can somebody tell me when ?
Of course not !!OF course there will not have one day where everyone is nice,live in a peaceful environment.
This earth is too scary to live,too many of danger which is unexpected, unsafe.
People becoming more and more cruel than last time, even though the education system has developed a lot.They are lost !!Sometimes they even did something which will make them regret afterward, but it's too late.

So, people , think wisely before u act or speak,any actions u took might bring a different consequence.
Appreciate what u have starting from now before it's too late. Appreciate the ppl around you who always support you ,even they are just a small character but they make a big difference.

We can make our life more easy and happy if we want to make a change.
"Delete "those bad habits u have, it's just as easy as u delete your stuff using computer.
The important point is IF YOU WANT, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

my fren get married again

21/10/2006 koh's wedding dinner, 6.30pm,as always i am late for the dinner .and as always the dinner started when 7.30pm.Malaysian cant change this habit.sigh....


yesterday is my fren's wedding dinner..more than thousand people attend the dinner.It's aslo a good chance where each one of us able to meet those"long-time-no-see-fren".

It's actually a big hall where normally tangkak ppl use up their time to burn their fat.haha..actually they will play badminton here la.

This is my dear fren,dion.I bet u wont believe me if i were to tell you that she have got one baby.Anyway, she still never change ,still that crazy and pretty.By the way , i know she is exist in this world since std 2 where we both joined the singing contest.
And, she likes to mention the matter when she accompany me to toilet.sigh....haha




Ai jia and i became very close after she moved into my next door.We started to cycle to school everyday, sometimes my class end quite late, but she still wait for me until we got to go back together.so touch.Anyway, now she is no longer my neighbour.But, she is still my best fren.






After the dinner , we went to club.LOok at my mouth, luckily there is no flies around.
me,dion,janice,aileen in the pic.(.jolyin and yvonne not in the pic,my irene duan to go clubbing,hey actually the crowd is the same as usual nothing change because of deepavali la)..shake shake your body..i went there for exercise, cuz it's too crowded until my sweat "factory" never stop their hard work.
I wish that i could shake away all the fat available in my body , cuz my fren who never seen me for some time saying me that "your body size have increased, the arm too, so obvious.

*i get crazy when the Dj play the song " u know how the bad gal.....!!!!"

**i lost my voice afterward,scream a lot man!!A bit dizzy and too full after drank one bottle of Carlsberg in one go.because of the stupid sheng la!!!

That is not end of the comment.I met sheng in Pure, again, he has to mention i am so fat and keep laughing at me every time when he meet me, it's a must say things for him, i know one ,,haha.I cant stop him from laughing me rite? so the only thing i can do is pinch him using the most powerful energy i left!!!!Until he say pain!!Hmm!!!!!I know that i am fatter than last time , but what can i do ? i also dunno what is the reason, i seldom eat meat one ok?i started to do exercise dy ok ?I must slim down again before chinese new year.

Planned to upload few pic one, but the process was so slow , lazy to wait.Next time when only i am really really free then u will able to see a lot of nice pic.

oh ya, let u guys see the pic i took after i reached home at about 1.30am in the morning.


Haha..actually i took more than 20 in less than 5 minutes.Conclusion--rachel is a camwhore(spell this way rite?):P

I bet most of you realised that i have got a long face which is equal to the length of one short ruler.Oops shouldn't tell u this.:) this is truth what .

I successfully to cover all the ugly spots !!!can you spot any of them now?no rite?haha....and another things is this pic again help me to prove that my face is really a oil factory.So, huilee remember to give me a call whenever u are out of oil to fry egg.
haha....If i could ask the owner of oil factory move to other place, i guess my skin condition would be better.rite? If only i got this right to do so.So, the best solution is cut down the source of fat from animal.
Anyway, this pic is quite scary,isn't it?don't look at this pic for too long or not i will appear in your dream tonight.I will appear everyday but not only when JUlY-ghost month!!!wahahahaha..

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My fren is married while me...still studying to head for somethings i wanted .I guess i wont marry so early as them .There are lots of things waiting me over there .Marry??before 30 gua...If i couldn't find someone who really love me , i wont marry for very sure!! i would rather to be alone instead of suffer in the relationship.That 's me , i can take care of myself always!But, if there is a comfort chair for me to sit , for what i want to stand ?

**sure a lot of my fren get marry when i am in uk...
***ya...congratulation to my fren, hope happiness will always be with you.
****Wish that for those of you who is in love now, you guys will always sweet and enjoy studying"patho-logy"....while for those of you who havent find one, wish that you can find one soon .
*****Love is very powerful , it can make a person change a lot, where he or she will feel that all the creature in this world are so lovely.Agree?
Personally agree.
Anyway, i am not studying patho-logy now, i am a pharmacy student, my concern is all about drug.it sounds boring.:)

After the hard work of kicking ...

:) Finally, i can float .First of all, i must thank my parents, my frens who teach me ..bla bla bla..hehe...actually i can only float but still dunno how to swim yet,but i promised i will in the near future.hey..i can now float from one end to the other end.Not bad le?hehe...

Everytime when i have to kick so hard in the pool ,I will keep wondering why and why ?why i will have such a weak strength of legs, just few kicking motion can bring me into "dead" tire dy!!!i guess none of you can really understand how tiring is my legs, as everyone's stamina is different, and the extent of how often they do exercise differs as well.sadly, i Have to admit that i really seldom do any exercise nowadays. Recall back to those secondary school time, i can play volleyball whole day,even though it brings me pain,tireness,BIGGER muscle on my arms!!!But, there is where everyone of us using up our time to make our team a success,skip class ..practice and practice...until i failed my physics and further maths.Hoping that we can win in the tournament.And finally at the end, we get to represent our district to join the tournament in state.ya..we didn't win any game , so dun get the chance to represent state.But, that is enough for me !

okla, i bet i will sure get every kinds of muscle pain tmw after i wake up. I am so sure with it.Okla..i got a 8 days of holiday starting from tomorrow, i really need to plan well to do whatever i havent do yet.Time is precious ok? this is saying to myself.

jiayou!!gambateh!!!!!!!!rachel go go !!!haha.....

My first swimming lesson

Hehe..i woke up early in the morning today with the excited mood to unim's sport complex ..just to swim.

That is actually not that fun as what i thought.Because my legs(or should say my whole parts of body wherever there is muscle) are soooo tired, muscle fatigue...i have been kicking a lot in the swimming pool although not very successful but the kicking action did successfully make my legs DAMN tired!I was short of breath also..give me some air!!!According to my frens, they said it might because this is my first time to swim, my stamina havent build up...hopefully this will be the best reason , or not why is it so tiring?is it because my legs too much fat??ohNo..

That is not end of it,i am failed in making my body float also , dunno why my legs cannot come up.U know what is joanne's advice? haha..she said actually that is all about dancing in the pool ,shows your butt...haha damn funny la her.

All i wanted to say is , i am damn tired now after one hour of kicking and floating training.Actually i just wake up from my nap which takes me more than 2 hours, it has been quite a long time where i didn't take my nap, today really cannot tahan anymore.But, i wont say "stop", i must learn how to swim before i go to UK...i promised!!

ohYa..i have to thanks those who accompany me to swim today, and who has gave me lots of advice in how to swim.Thanks for ur supports."rachel rachel..."Btw, my frens can really swim well , hope one day in the future i can swim like u guys as i like.

i want "me" back

For the last six months of 06', i really found myself being such a stupid and useless person.I did a lot of stupid things and decisions.Until now,it is still bothering me, never miss.i suffered a lot.I don't know what am i doing ?I have been such a person even me also cant recognised myself.I dunno what am i doing...i really hope that all these never happen before.I wanna find myself back who is cheerful all the time but not keep bothered with same thing again and again.I want me to be someone who can make a decision very fast, i will not care how people look at me .I want to be a naughty gal as last time. I want the true "me" back!! i know it cant be happen anymore, cuz i have grow older day by day.:(

A copy from my sister's blog

Author:pohgeok(my sister)
You will never know how close my sister and I are. This is one of the illustrations that how this mutual support works.. I am very lucky to have her as my sister, believe it or not, I also learn from my younger sister. She has a lot of good concepts that are simple and true. We are similar in that we don't have a lot of complicated concepts. Sometimes, when she was trying to cheer me up, I thought.. hmm... she sounds so much similar to me (when I was in full positive energy). She is my mirror or shadow. Or maybe I am hers. = )
She went through similar life experience as mine. We both were frightened by the English when we went to college. We both were sad that our English were very poor. I think we both agree that we are improving. We are glad that we grow up so much. From small little girls, who play sands (but not dolls; oh... we actually have two teddy bears called bei bei and su su.. hahaha).. to now.. learning how to help people.. pacing ourselves.. learning and progressing.. to be a psychologist and a pharmacist. It is so interesting right? She is always performing better than I, academically. I envy her so much. = ) She is really clever but always thought herself as not so bright child. You are really good! I always use you as an example of working hard towards the goal.. I remembered how you went through the A level with dunno how many times of reading .. over and over again..RESPECT. = ) Because I can't.. I can't really read books for so many times.. I will really get bored! haha.. u are great! U make me believe that , when there is a will, there is a way!

I have to say that story again. Why would I have you as my sister? My parents are lucky enough. They thought that I will get bored because I was the only daughter in the family, after five brothers. So, they decided to give it another try. Then they really got "you", another daughter again. Exactly what they were hoping for! I got so jealous when I was really young. I had full attention originally without you. You were weak since young, so you always slept with parents on the bed but I slept on the floor. We sometimes argued and fought but in the end cried together. BEcause both of us were hurt. You lor.. has asthma, pity girl, I am even pitier because I have to wash the school shoes for you. You know lar.. I was very lazy last time. haha.. But I know that no matter how .. I feel really fortunate to have you as my sister despite those... haha.. remember how I was protecting you by fighting with li kwang? haha.. remember how i was crying when mum was hitting you? haha.. I am glad that mama and papa have brought you to our family.. to be a guan jia po for our family.. ^_^ haha ... JIE JIE.. TUO YING XING YAN JING!!!!!!!!!.... that was the sound that I miss the most. haha.. (cuz I always 'accidentally' fell asleep without taking out contact lens, then she would be there, using her best speaker sound to disturb me like a very annoying alarm.. really annoying that type.. haha). Sometimes I would even threw temper tantrum at her, cuz ... dun challenge me when I was in my dream.. haha.. btw. I already taken out my contact lens now. I brushed my teeth too! I am a very good girl now.. without you by my side to remind me...... = )

I dunno when.. but I started to learn to live on my own. I am more independent now than I was years ago. I think I have to be strong so that I have the ability to help others and be other people's support when they need me. I have to have a clear mind to put other people's worries, yet will not feel burdened with the worries. I will need a unlimited space in my mind, theoretically. I am learning. At the same time, I know that.. no matter how sad I am, how rejected I feel, how terrific the situation is.. my home, my sister is always there for me. To Reflect Back How Cheerful I Should Be. To Remind Me How Much I Am Blessed To Have So Much Support N Love FroM Many People.

yet. I know I am the only one to walk my own path. No one can help me with my own journey. They are supporters.. I am still the only one to decide my future and my way. That's my WAY. ^_^

Here are what i wrote to my sister in my another blog in friendster:
ya,cheer up!!everyone should do this ..who else still in down mood?believe me ...forget the past ..move on ..no matter wat the things o people had make u cry, make u sad ..nono..forget it..they doesn't mean to do so..tat 's human will do.although human always did the great job , they created the computer which is very powerful..but they will still do wrong ..no ones is perfect..they may hurt u, but they are not purposely one, even they do purposely do somethings ..forget it.learn to forgive ppl then u will feel happier..
jiejie..dun be sad ok?u know i am fail in counsel ppl one..i can feel tat i am bad in it,bt i will try my best ..no matter how ppl think , be strong...learn from"shan cai"(a main female character in a taiwan show named "meteor garden") hehe...not easily being defended by ppl.."wo men yao yi qi zou xia qu":)...u always telling me tat i m not alone..maybe u wont know how touch am i when i hear this from u...so i want u to feel it now..jiejie,u are not alone..i am always with u even if we are far apart..u got whole bunch of frens , lovely family members to support u ..u are not alone..!!aiya...the pantai havent reply me ..o not i can decide whether can find u o not..my results coming out this thursday o...:Pcham le..hehe..last but not least..u are a great sister!!!my very very great sister !!!no one can replace u !!if it is not u , today wont have a gal named may shiang!!she is strong becuz she got a good sister who always support her ,always cheer her up whenever she is in down mood..teach her a lot of things ..jiejie for her is not just a sister..she is more than a sister...time will past ,ppl will grow older but this fact will not change..jiejie....jia you!! you can do it!!

I was so touched when i read what she wrote.The conclusion is , i am always glad to have her as my sister and have other family members around me to support each other.The world is so wonderful, don't you agree me?(For those bad characters, yeap, you all were just small character to make my life stories more interesting and challenging.Anyway,thanks!!But, i still cannot understand why so many people like to purposely do something to make others hurt.Hope those people can notice what had they did and change their bad habits.)

australia and taiwan

AUSTRALIA----
Here are some thoughts from australia.Firstly, i really like the people over there, this must include my sister frens and the people i met in the temple.Australia, or more specific --perth is really a nice place to go. The people is so much different from some malaysian. I think everyone will agree me that sometimes malaysian is really unfriendly and selfish.But, everyone suppose to be the same , the different is our environment, we lived in a country which is so unsafe, we won't say hi so easily to a stranger,we always have to care for ourselves first because there are different kind of tricks people will use to cheat others. For example, if someone wave to u at the roadside asking for your help, how many is there willing to stop?No right?Malaysia is become more and more unsafe la...There is no fun anymore .Every day have to worry about our safety once we step out of our house.sad story.:(
Hey, go back to the topic first.i really have lots of fun with jiejie when in perth.Although the trip in Albany is always raining and windy but it's still fun. Especially the moment we spent in the Elephant rock!Wow...That's the first time we run and walk thru the rocky road under the heavy rain and strong wind.Racing with the wave .When the wave goes away,we will say GO GO GO then faster run.And after torturing from the rocky road, heard hang xiang said that he couldn't find bryan. walau ....we were so worried!!! stand under the heavy rain and look around the place hope that bryan will appear soon while at the same time the foot were so pain!!luckily at the end everyone is safe.(Actually the bryan is wearing his shoes when we were looking for him.)haha..and lots lots of memories.All i wanted to say is i really have a great time in perth.Do you know how great is it ?It' s great until i nearly go to delay my flight back to malaysia when 4.00pm which my flight suppose to fly at 4.30pm.haha...cannot stay there anymore la.I might disturb my jiejie one.hehe..thanks everyone i met in perth .


TAIWAN---
This is a free and easy trip which means that we can go any place we want at any time.haha..oh..taiwan ar..You have to make sure your mandarin can be understand by taiwanese.When u go WATSON and 7-ELEVEN there is no plastic bag provide for u unless u pay for $1.Surprise rite?I felt awful after each meals because i had eat too much!!Their foods are cheap and oklo.Not really very nice la, so far there is nothing i will miss.Don't understand why the young guys and gals like to spend their time on those games which we will see in our FUN FAIR.Not fun right?( That's my own opinion la) All the youngs , no matter guy or gal talk quite soft one lo and then i understand why the taiwan famous model lin zhi ling will talk in tat way.haha..i met two pairs of mother and son, i like the way they teach their children, no shouts, no screams. They will talk to them patiently and explain to them what they had did wrongly.I think that is really good. (Of course what i saw is only parts of taiwan, not all of them are like this ) This is really a trip mainly to torture my legs lo...everyday walk ( i think the time i walk in one day will be the same as the time i walk for one week in malaysia lo!) crazy!!Do you know how pain is it ?It was pain until like i cant even bend my waist.( like grandma type liao)hehe...okla..overall it's still fun and is a nice place for u to shop and eat around.okla..that's it.stop here.

call---blush

Called kim fong in the evening last few hours ago..very happy after ended the call..she keep saying i cannot have too much of time or not i will think a lot..hehe...she said "u are not like tat one!!" hehe...yalo..why am i keep changing ..change aslo headed to positive one maa...yalo...must be i think too much cuz i got damn a lot of time...for those ppl who very busy when they read this sure feel like wanna kill me ..wahaha!!!:p...
nvm.. i m just sometimes nearly drive into a wrong way..but luckily i manage to move back because..is not because u love me la..is because i got whole bunch of lovely ppls around me.support me..pull me up when i was down..accompany me to say those stupid things which will make me very happy..i am glad tat i am myself now..hehe..change so fast..
actually i am wet with sweat now...waiting for my body to cool down ..long time din feel tat my face is blush...pinky...nice ..cuz everytime ppl will say my face very pale ..even drink a lot of beer aslo still very pale..so i seldom got the chance to make my face become A BIT red...so is quite happy and enjoy to play badminton..but i know tat i sure will experience muscle pain,fatigue tmw!!!!hee...nvm la..is all worth of it..but just now dunno why i din even say goodbye to him..wat 's tat reaction?:)no ideas..just dun feel like talking too much ..
gtg for bath and later go aileen's house watch movie....:)
tze,i know u will be reading this in the future..so telling u now tat kakak no longer doing stupid thing liao..hehe..get it?

i should sort into which group?

Just read an email from ACNT(Australasian college of natural therapies) never heard of it rite?why am i talking about it here is becuz last time i got the mind wanna enrol in this course,all about natural things...homeopathy..and ble bla bla ..my sister search this for me if i am not wrong ..but i have forgotten wat is the reason i din choose it at the end ?sis,do u remember?a bit rxgrxt now..maybe i got an "old old" mind aslo ..only know tat there is lawyer o doc this kind of career..actually there are many other things as well...i dun think wat i study now is so called "choose wat you are interesting with..."..i think my frens who knows me well sure know tat i paling hate eat medicine one..and i ask eelin before "why am i so scare of eating medicine, but in the future i am the one who going to ask those patient to eat medicine?"i am going to ask ppl do wat i dun like to do...why so contradict one?but eelin reply me this"aiyo,not asking u to eat aslo!!" hehe..funny la...i know wat i can learn from pharmacy course is not only medicine but sadly it is mostly about medicine.....pills...solution...suspension..capsule...!!!CAN I THROW THEM AWAY???going off to uk next yr, once i go i cant move back anymore lo..okla..i wont give up ,although i did have the mind to give up aslo during A-levels..but at the end i still manage to finish it..i am like tat one la..always got an evil stay in my brain telling me "woo...no..u should have do this..no..u should give up!!"But am i really enjoy the road tat i am walking now??
Everytime when i tell ppl tat i am studying pharmacy course, they will say good ar..!!but are u guys so sure tat it's really good ??or becuz of it has a good "money" future??then they say good ?:/
No one will know good o not until they have experience it rite?so i have to go ..go ..go ...to see how 's my future..wat is inside my "future" box?nobody will have an exact answer...u must go nearer to see how wonderful is the rainbow colour...

where is the love??

hmm... i will stick with this blog from now on ..wont write in friendster liao la..today after listen to what mom describe how they being bully by other uncle and aunty...haiz..i dunno wat response to give so..i just keep quite ..erm..it sounds really sad..so live in a big family isn't a good thing ..
This morning when i was eating chicken rice while watching at the animal planet channel, watch how a zebra eaten by group of lions, and it has no energy,power to escape from them...and i was eating meat at the same time ..feel so bad....i actually eating animal which initially may experience the same suffer moment as the zebra..why am i so cruel go and eat those innocent animal??why??...i feel like wanna vomit ...the chicken is no longer tasty for me ..at least at tat moment..dunno i will be affect by the pic for how long ...but i really feel sympathy for them..sorry..as a human , do we really have the rights to kill them which they will feel the pain??if the answer is not ,then why we still do all this??i dun understand..we happy when we eat different kinds of delicious dishes made from different source of animal..but we have forgot the moment when the animal was torture by human when we want to eat them..kill them when they still alive...human??a word sounds very great,know a lot of things,got feeling..but actually wat we did is just like those innocent animal...kill..fight!!!
oh..tell me..wat to do ?human always do the things tat even human aslo dunno how to explain it..nobody can knows where is the real n confirm answer...u cannot find the answer from dictionary..is there any rules tat everyone will follow ?no right?means there is no "right or wrong "in this world...human is complicated...but,i know my role in this world ..tat's being myself ,stand by my own view and of course will listen to others..becuz we are human got the ability to judge "right or wrong "at least in our own world..

hello to my new blog site

hello...i think this blog will only be read by me rite..cuz until now nobody will know that i have create an account here....i like to write blog....is like saying what is inside ur heart .....