mix 2

Are u wondering why i always got a mix feelings?I want to know why too,there are too much of things to appear in my mind.

Although still not sure whether i m leaving on june/july/aug,but one thing for sure, i m gonna leave soon.Maybe those of you who went oversea be4 might say "aiya, nothing to worry one la".But, still lots of things here make me feel so reluctant to leave.On the another half of me, i know that i must go..go to somewhere new,with different cultures,different language,or maybe different size of ppl.(=>)Two years ago, i was so keen to go oversea, i must go,i want to try a different life,learn different things...be more independent.But, when the moment come,omg.....my eyes nearly "flooded".

I have got cardiff for my summer placement.Very lucky of me get the same place as eelin.o not I cant imagine how am i going to start a new environment myself.Heard that they might even send you to department other than pharmacy department .Hey!!whoever in charge of us in the coming months, YOU better dun put me in department other than pharmacy!!i duan sell perfume..or bla bla bla...kill you!!

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why must you keep talking about this...i really dunno how to help you.I have no right ,or chance..i can only keep quiet.Sorry about that.what i want is to see you happy,i really dunno how.....but i know there will be solution at the end.I duan to see all these...i want a peaceful moment.
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