i should sort into which group?

Just read an email from ACNT(Australasian college of natural therapies) never heard of it rite?why am i talking about it here is becuz last time i got the mind wanna enrol in this course,all about natural things...homeopathy..and ble bla bla ..my sister search this for me if i am not wrong ..but i have forgotten wat is the reason i din choose it at the end ?sis,do u remember?a bit rxgrxt now..maybe i got an "old old" mind aslo ..only know tat there is lawyer o doc this kind of career..actually there are many other things as well...i dun think wat i study now is so called "choose wat you are interesting with..."..i think my frens who knows me well sure know tat i paling hate eat medicine one..and i ask eelin before "why am i so scare of eating medicine, but in the future i am the one who going to ask those patient to eat medicine?"i am going to ask ppl do wat i dun like to do...why so contradict one?but eelin reply me this"aiyo,not asking u to eat aslo!!" hehe..funny la...i know wat i can learn from pharmacy course is not only medicine but sadly it is mostly about medicine.....pills...solution...suspension..capsule...!!!CAN I THROW THEM AWAY???going off to uk next yr, once i go i cant move back anymore lo..okla..i wont give up ,although i did have the mind to give up aslo during A-levels..but at the end i still manage to finish it..i am like tat one la..always got an evil stay in my brain telling me "woo...no..u should have do this..no..u should give up!!"But am i really enjoy the road tat i am walking now??
Everytime when i tell ppl tat i am studying pharmacy course, they will say good ar..!!but are u guys so sure tat it's really good ??or becuz of it has a good "money" future??then they say good ?:/
No one will know good o not until they have experience it rite?so i have to go ..go ..go ...to see how 's my future..wat is inside my "future" box?nobody will have an exact answer...u must go nearer to see how wonderful is the rainbow colour...