I am a degassed balloon now..

There are lots of things which i always hide inside my heart, i never let you know until two days ago.Firstly, i have to say sorry about that, because i hide it from you. Secondly, really thank you for being honest to me.At least i feel much more better after all..But, i don't know how are you now...Cuz i have not been talking to you for two days liao..i say i m not going to contact you, i said it i mean it.

Actually there's nothing much i want, u know, the only thing from last time until now, i am just a normal girl who wanted attention. This question have been raised up so many times. You said i cant tolerate you..i think we must be using different degree of tolerance. I know you are trying hard, me too.

I am sorry if any of my words hurt you before..
I know it's part of my fault also, cuz i know you;re such a busy person since be4, but why am i still wanna complain about it, i think i just need some words from you..which you dunno..nvm ..

Let me make a wish here, if there 's angel in this blog, i hope dark clouds will go away soon and i can see rainbow again!!!=)..if there's no more rainbow, i will still accept it with smile!!Cuz i am yan mei xiang, i can take whatever things!!!! I know i can!!

NB i actually think that bearbear can hear what i said, haha, becuz when i told bearbear" bearbear, can u pls pls let me know ,no matter a call or a msg, i want to know he is safe." not long after that, msg ring liao!!my brilliant bearbear!!haha...i love it a lot!!from inside out..