Shall i ?

Shall i accept the two years contract and go back to Malaysia afterward?

or shall i go back to Msia straight after my degree? Because even if i have two years working experience in UK i still need to do the four years training..and start from zero..which ways should i go..?

If lloyds offer me place in Cambridge i will definitely go..but they put me on hold....

I even dreamed about this in my recent dream.haiz...

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Can a couple with different religion successful in their love? I think i can. But, my family can't.

freedom

I have all the right to make my decision since i am capable of doing so. And, I have been allowed to do so for a long time.

Nobody ever doubt my decision.

So, why at this time you guys want to interrupt. I won't be happy if i didn't get wishes from you guys. I am regret for sharing with you guys. If i knew, i won't have talk about it.

Please give me my freedom. I am nearly 22 now, give me my right to make decision.

Offer letter

I got the offer letter today. It was quite an official way of giving out the offer letter. My team manager rang me up and ask me to go to the store manager 's office. When i reach there, she call my mentor in as well as a witness. The moment when she told me that i got the offer to come back to 0570 Hull prospect centre, i guess i didn't show a very excited face, maybe because i got hint from few people about it already. Or maybe i am not too looking forward for being tie down two years in Hull.

I still find no reason why they have the right to tie me down for two years here. If you were to say because company will lose a lot of money if i just go away after i qualified. Then, show me that you really want me to stay. I can't see the reason why i have to sign a two years contract when i only got the same salary as other area pre-reg student!!If Hull really need people urgently at least they should pay us higher or any incentives rite? No. You didn't pay for my tuition fees in University and why do i have to pay you back? ANd, who came out the idea that if i were to leave the company i have to pay 5000pounds? I just can't accept this term here. Why other students in other areas get their freedom but i haven't got one, aren't the money spend on pre-reg student are the same all over the UK?HENG HENG!!!

ANother thing is I cannot understand why Malaysian government set a rule that we must work with government for three years before we get recognised as pharmacist in Malaysia. Same thing that annoys me is that YOU PAY NOTHING FOR MY PHARMACY DEGREE, WHY DO I HAVE TO WORK FOR YOU FOR A LOW PAY JOB?WHY??

I wanted to go back Malaysia because all the important people in my life are there. But, i just can't accept the low pay truth and the stupid rule.

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Between, today i got a call from BPSA to the store that i m working at the moment. I just don't know how they get to know I am working in Boots and in Hull? And, why do they suddenly call me up just to ask me when would i expecting myself get qualified as pharmacist? Why? WHy? I still answer whatever they asked, until the moment we end the conversation, i still have no ideas how they found out i am there, no ideas why they made that call. ~WEIRD~