call---blush

Called kim fong in the evening last few hours ago..very happy after ended the call..she keep saying i cannot have too much of time or not i will think a lot..hehe...she said "u are not like tat one!!" hehe...yalo..why am i keep changing ..change aslo headed to positive one maa...yalo...must be i think too much cuz i got damn a lot of time...for those ppl who very busy when they read this sure feel like wanna kill me ..wahaha!!!:p...
nvm.. i m just sometimes nearly drive into a wrong way..but luckily i manage to move back because..is not because u love me la..is because i got whole bunch of lovely ppls around me.support me..pull me up when i was down..accompany me to say those stupid things which will make me very happy..i am glad tat i am myself now..hehe..change so fast..
actually i am wet with sweat now...waiting for my body to cool down ..long time din feel tat my face is blush...pinky...nice ..cuz everytime ppl will say my face very pale ..even drink a lot of beer aslo still very pale..so i seldom got the chance to make my face become A BIT red...so is quite happy and enjoy to play badminton..but i know tat i sure will experience muscle pain,fatigue tmw!!!!hee...nvm la..is all worth of it..but just now dunno why i din even say goodbye to him..wat 's tat reaction?:)no ideas..just dun feel like talking too much ..
gtg for bath and later go aileen's house watch movie....:)
tze,i know u will be reading this in the future..so telling u now tat kakak no longer doing stupid thing liao..hehe..get it?

i should sort into which group?

Just read an email from ACNT(Australasian college of natural therapies) never heard of it rite?why am i talking about it here is becuz last time i got the mind wanna enrol in this course,all about natural things...homeopathy..and ble bla bla ..my sister search this for me if i am not wrong ..but i have forgotten wat is the reason i din choose it at the end ?sis,do u remember?a bit rxgrxt now..maybe i got an "old old" mind aslo ..only know tat there is lawyer o doc this kind of career..actually there are many other things as well...i dun think wat i study now is so called "choose wat you are interesting with..."..i think my frens who knows me well sure know tat i paling hate eat medicine one..and i ask eelin before "why am i so scare of eating medicine, but in the future i am the one who going to ask those patient to eat medicine?"i am going to ask ppl do wat i dun like to do...why so contradict one?but eelin reply me this"aiyo,not asking u to eat aslo!!" hehe..funny la...i know wat i can learn from pharmacy course is not only medicine but sadly it is mostly about medicine.....pills...solution...suspension..capsule...!!!CAN I THROW THEM AWAY???going off to uk next yr, once i go i cant move back anymore lo..okla..i wont give up ,although i did have the mind to give up aslo during A-levels..but at the end i still manage to finish it..i am like tat one la..always got an evil stay in my brain telling me "woo...no..u should have do this..no..u should give up!!"But am i really enjoy the road tat i am walking now??
Everytime when i tell ppl tat i am studying pharmacy course, they will say good ar..!!but are u guys so sure tat it's really good ??or becuz of it has a good "money" future??then they say good ?:/
No one will know good o not until they have experience it rite?so i have to go ..go ..go ...to see how 's my future..wat is inside my "future" box?nobody will have an exact answer...u must go nearer to see how wonderful is the rainbow colour...

where is the love??

hmm... i will stick with this blog from now on ..wont write in friendster liao la..today after listen to what mom describe how they being bully by other uncle and aunty...haiz..i dunno wat response to give so..i just keep quite ..erm..it sounds really sad..so live in a big family isn't a good thing ..
This morning when i was eating chicken rice while watching at the animal planet channel, watch how a zebra eaten by group of lions, and it has no energy,power to escape from them...and i was eating meat at the same time ..feel so bad....i actually eating animal which initially may experience the same suffer moment as the zebra..why am i so cruel go and eat those innocent animal??why??...i feel like wanna vomit ...the chicken is no longer tasty for me ..at least at tat moment..dunno i will be affect by the pic for how long ...but i really feel sympathy for them..sorry..as a human , do we really have the rights to kill them which they will feel the pain??if the answer is not ,then why we still do all this??i dun understand..we happy when we eat different kinds of delicious dishes made from different source of animal..but we have forgot the moment when the animal was torture by human when we want to eat them..kill them when they still alive...human??a word sounds very great,know a lot of things,got feeling..but actually wat we did is just like those innocent animal...kill..fight!!!
oh..tell me..wat to do ?human always do the things tat even human aslo dunno how to explain it..nobody can knows where is the real n confirm answer...u cannot find the answer from dictionary..is there any rules tat everyone will follow ?no right?means there is no "right or wrong "in this world...human is complicated...but,i know my role in this world ..tat's being myself ,stand by my own view and of course will listen to others..becuz we are human got the ability to judge "right or wrong "at least in our own world..