Poster presentation is over...

At the beginning of our projects, we had been told that we have to produce abstract, poster, final year report/dissertation for our project, and obviously we are frightened by all of these ( or is it only me?) hehe...

Now think about it, everything was almost over, we have handed in our abstract, done our poster/oral presentation, and our four years studies will be ending soon with a full stop.

The feeling was a bit weird because while i am happy that i can get rid of all reports soon, my life in university is going to end too.

This is a real end that i wouldn't be attending classes like i used to do since in kinder garden.

I won't be seeing a lot of friends in the school, chit-chatting while waiting for lecturer or teacher to come to class.

I don't have to rush my reports and frustrated over lab works/report and i don't have chance to talk about all these with my friends. Like now, the first topic in our conversation is "how 's your dissertation going on?"

I won't have the chance to sit in the library for at least 10 hours a day just to cramp/stuck everything in my head and then vomit all out during examination.

I won't be able to hear about my friend's news/updates, we might lost contact ( I HOPE NOT, YOU GUYS BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME, I AM SAYING THIS WITH TWO GUNS ON MY HANDS POINTING TOWARDS YOUR HEAD!HAHA)

No more stress from studies/exams as i always wish to, but when it comes, i really feel a bit reluctant to let go...how weird is this feeling? Do you guys feel the same too?

Turn the clock back to 2005, when i first enter University of Nottingham, everybody was new to me, everybody comes from different places of the world, everybody has their story(s). But, we build up the friendship throughout these four years day by day. I should say you guys are not only friends, you guys are my teachers as well, taught me something new in my life and making my university life a beautiful one!

I wonder what role had i played in you guys university's memories, but i hope that there is a tiny place saved for me ( other than being the cold jokes queen with my cold joke award). haha...

Hmph..Next week can consider as my last week in university, but am i enjoying my last week of university life to the max? I want to, but i have been tangled up by report-essay-report-essay.

But, i should say that i have no regrets for chosen pharmacy as my future career and I am happy that i chose University of Nottingham in Malaysia because there is where i get to know all of you! I will proudly say that first batch of 2+2 Pharmacy course at University of Nottingham is an AWESOME one! Do you guys agree with me? say YES! LOUDLY!LOUDER!!!Y E S!!!

I am far from my dream...

I have collected the essay today, surprisingly not 45% le! But, i know who marked it, is my FAVOURITE lecturer!

With some presses on my calculator, i realised that i am really far away from my dream.

Suddenly, my sister pop up in my mind saying her favourite phrase : " zhi zu chang le, ren sheng jiu hui geng kuai le - shiang" (actually i am the one who started to say this, but i have forgotten about it for long, i shall back to my original identity- happy-go-lucky - instead of worrying and asking too much, dreaming for something unachievable and give unnecessary pressure to myself.

SO, here I come! A cheerful girl again!!! =) together with my lame lame jokes.:p

"zhi zu chang le, ren sheng jiu hui geng kuai le"

Core essay

Core essay is available for collect now. Marks range from 45-75% with average of 65%.

I think between 45-75%, i will be the 45% one. :( Lecturer commented that for those who wrote about epilepsy, didn't write what is epilepsy but straight away go into drugs. I am one of those they talk about, i only described BRIEFLY IN ONE SENTENCE because according to NICE and SIGN (two frequently used guidelines), these two guidelines didn't explain about what is epilepsy also ma...guideline is for those who already know about what disease they are treating, that's y they looking for guideline. Why need to explain o...?

OKla...stop giving too much excuses.:p...never mind lar. i shall collect the 'rubbish' tomorrow.

sigh~ =[

what can you do for muscle ache?

Muscle ache is very common problem when you don't sit/stand in proper posture. Especially you have to sit in front of computer continously and typing some words for your report.hehe...

Below is what i used for my neck ache, it's really helpful. After you applied it, you can feel warmth around the area where you applied the cream. This is exactly what you need when you are in real pain! Although massage can help, but it's quite tiring to have manage your neck yourself and you need to massage quite a long time for my case to get rid of the pain. So, my message is--I really feel so thankful to have brought this SLOAN's all the way from Malaysia.


This is a free gift which i got it from CCM pharmaceutical company during our school visit to this industry located in Bangi, am i right?hehe...

To pharmacy friends, can consider recommend this product to those who seek advice for muscle ache.
To anyone else, try it and feel it yourself. If you think it's good, then tell others who need it!

:)

How to get rid of Msn virus

Hi, to everyone who has the problem of msn sending virus to your frens, you can try download this link , http://yandao.com/files/impFix3.zip . Then, run it.

It will help remove the virus from your msn, but remember to change your password also! It works for me, I hope it works for you all too.

Hope this is helpful. By the way, the source is from my fren, Yeejie, thank you so much!!!the IT man!:P

http://www.pigeonway.com/

Hmm...i am supposed to post about this long ago as i promised my banzhang! For your information, this website is one part of a final year student's project. If you are interested, please click on the link and explore it. He would be very happy!!!!

Ok ,tada!!!I did what i promised( after one month):P!!!!

Too much, this is too much...

With the less than 7 sleep hours again for the whole week, i woke up early just to prepare well for the meeting today, because i finally got the chance to ask you all the questions that i have waited so long to ask you today.

With the high anticipation to have an effective day, i reached your office earlier than the appointment time, before 10am. I waited for you until 10am, another 5 mins pass, and then another 10 mins pass....a lot of people in the lab walk pass me and ask me who am i waiting for, they told me that they havent seen you today, one said you might have gone for conference,MY FEELING WAS LIKE...OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHY IS HE LIKE THIS!!!???I WAS STUNNED!!!!Still, they asked me to wait for another few more minutes.

Luckily one of your PHD student came and ask me and made a call to you. YOU SAID YOU ASKED ME TO COME ON YESTERDAY BUT I DIDN'T COME. I really feel sorry for missed your email. But, how could you just assume that was 'bring meeting forward' without even telling me???without leaving any notes on your door or whatever to inform me? You haven't been replying my email for three weeks, three weeks, IS THREE WEEKS, a lot of things could have been done within this period.

I came at 1.30pm as you wished. But, you were rushing and i only get to talk to you for like 5 minutes. Your voice that saying " You are fourth year student, these are simple stuffs, i shouldn't have teaching you all these!" still running in my head, just like a repeating music... Of course i understand that we can change the reference with long authors name into "et al.", is you assume that i dunno and keep talking, how would i have chance to say "Sir, actually i know". or should i just interrupt you that, actually i know, you dun have to say me like this? But, i just kept quiet.

I know you wasn't really looking properly at my poster. I know you were really rushing that you leave your signature at the space for my signature. I know you 're really busy that you have to ignore my email all these while. i know you really busy that you have to say "sorry, you have to be quick!" after the meeting was over.

When i pass you my draft, you replied me that " i tot you asked me not to look at your draft" Oh, that means you actually read my email! Of course, i replied you that, "i asked you not to look at the old draft , this new one". Thank you so much that you say come back and collect on monday.

If you realised, i wasn't that cheerful as last time. Today's meeting was really quiet.

I hope your words can be not so harsh on monday, but i welcome any helpful advice. =)

Too much of downs today, I 'm worried that my heart couldn't stand it anymore.
And, if you could be more responsible for your things than me.

I will 'climb' up very fast. Because i'm YAN MEI XIANG!
* My eyes brimming so many times today, i was really upsetting at all these. I know you guys couldn't understand or feel it, because you guys are not me. I wanted to find somewhere to release my feelings, but library too many people, i cant just go toilet and cry rite?i will scare people off, so i hide the feelings until 6 something in the evening, in front of eelin.

What a 'good' coincidence!

Finally he replied my email after fourth email. He replied me on 9.46am, but i checked my email on 9.16am there is no email from him, so i just go ahead and send in my E-abstract without solving the problem on whether i should include survey on information quality of leaflet.

He finally replied me, but i missed it, because after three weeks of no reply, i thought you wouldn't reply plus you told me your conference until thursday.

IF you could reply from my first email, i think i might have finish everything by now. But, i am still "ban tian diao" now...do you see me waving to you?

I wave so hard to you but you chose to ignore me, how do i feel?

I feel helpless. Anyway, I shall see you tomorrow and hide my feelings. =(

DIAO

From a very famous singer from Muar! :)

For a buddy...

I am sorry to hear what happened today.

I hope you are fine.

Be strong.

I know he will stay peacefully in heaven. He will.

From your buddy far in Uk,
Fat Shiang

I WILL FIND MY WAY...

Dear Robber,

Someone had seen you appearing around lately.

I wondered,frustrated,disappointed on the fact that you didn't reply my email, you didn't guide me through my write up, failed me to give me your golden advice when i need one, urgently.

But, I realised, why must I depend on you, if there is no such thing as guidance in this world, will people fail to find their way out? Obviously NO.

So, I decided to move on, I will find my way out even if you are not with me.

I WILL FIND MY WAY...

Best wishes,
May

If...

Robber,

There is something that i wanted to say for long, if you can make it clear to me at the beginning about my project, I wouldn't have wasted so much time on writing a wrong direction for my introduction part.

I still remember you said "You are at the right direction."

But, now it seems not.

5000 words on introduction, how much time do you need? Yes, that is how much time i have wasted.

Sorry, I am too dumb.

Also, should i feel thankful for you not replying my email after two weeks? You got me checking my mail everyday with a false hope. How is that feel if you were me?

I know i should feel grateful. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

Best wishes,
May

不要因為他人的一句話而在意太久

不要因為他人的一句話而在意太久

名專欄作家哈理斯(SydneyJ.Harries)和

朋友在報攤上買報紙，那朋友禮貌地對報販說了聲謝謝，但報販卻冷口冷臉，沒發一言。
「這傢伙態度很差，是不是？」他們繼續前行時，哈理斯問道。
「他每天晚上都是這樣的，」朋友說。
「那麼你為甚麼還是對他那麼客氣？」哈理斯問他。
朋友答道：「為甚麼我要讓他決定我的行為？」

一個成熟的人握住自己快樂鑰匙，他不期待別人使他快樂，反而能將快樂與幸福帶給別人。每人心中都有把「快樂的鑰匙」，但我們卻常在不知不覺中把它交給別人掌管。

一位女士抱怨道：「我活得很不快樂，因為先生常出差不在家。」
她把快樂的鑰匙放在先生手裡。
一位媽媽說：「我的孩子不聽話，叫我很生氣！」
她把鑰匙交在孩子手中。
男人可能說：「上司不賞識我，所以我情緒低落。」
這把快樂鑰匙又被塞在老闆手裡。
婆婆說：「我的媳婦不孝順，我真命苦！」
她把快樂的鑰匙放在媳婦手裡。
年輕人從文具店走出來說：「那位老闆服務態度惡劣，把我氣炸了！」

這些人都做了相同的決定，就是讓別人來控制他的心情。
當我們容許別人掌控我們的情緒時，我們便覺得自己是受害者，對現況無能為力，抱怨與憤怒成為我們唯一的選擇。

我們開始怪罪他人，並且傳達一個訊息：
「我這樣痛苦，都是你造成的，你要為我的痛苦負責！」

此時我們就把一重大的責任托給周圍的人，即要求他們使我們快樂。我們似乎承認自己無法掌控自己，只能可憐的任人擺佈。這樣的人使別人不喜歡接近，甚至望而生畏。但一個成熟的人握住自己快樂的鑰匙，他不期待別人使他快樂，
反而能將快樂與幸福帶給別人。他的情緒穩定，為自己負責，和他在一起是種享受，而不是壓力。
你的鑰匙在那裡？在別人手中嗎？快去把它拿回來吧！


Source: from a friend's note in facebook.

I think this is very good, i must share it with all of you! :)

I hope...

I hope all dissertation, essay, poster, leaflet, and whatever whatever i havent finish, can be done well before the due date, I don't want to do any last minute work, i just hope to go back Malaysia with a peaceful mind!hehe...

I hope you can get what you wanted to get!!

I hope my dreams can come true!

I hope i hope...too many wishes to say.

Back to reality, continue my very-interesting-write-up, yes, very interesting!(cai guai!)